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Good Afternoon World,
Life sucks as usual. I've realized my life is been spent alone and ..just blah..I'm all fucking alone and it sucks..I mean yeh I've got the most wonderful boyfriend in the world and he's my best friend. but what's life without OTHER friends, TRUE friends, ones that won't turn your words around and make you seem like the bitch ones that will actually TALK to you when you've screwed up with them and not turn their backs on you and make fun of you and all inside jokes about you that make you feel even worse about something that you didn't mean to do...that's the main reason for why it's been sucky lately.(lately=since the middle of last semester) I've just been so confused lately about who my REAL TRUE friends are. I don't really have any...i used to but drama sucks...I mean if anyone, anyone at all knows how I really am about my friends you'd understand how important my friends are to me. I'm not asking for a comment saying how "I'm you're friend De you know that and I'll always be there for you" because one) usually when I do turn to that person for help they just turn their back on me and/or talk shit about me behind my back and that's not what I need; two) I need someone one to BE that friend. Maybe that's why I'm looking so much forward to college...because I can finally start all over once again and just make better friends..it's 8th grade all over again...wonderful.
The End
P.S. For all those friends that have been there for me in time of need thank you. Esp. Kristen, Merrit, Julia, Michael, Whitney, and Lindsay, thank you. I truly do love you guys.
Life sucks as usual. I've realized my life is been spent alone and ..just blah..I'm all fucking alone and it sucks..I mean yeh I've got the most wonderful boyfriend in the world and he's my best friend. but what's life without OTHER friends, TRUE friends, ones that won't turn your words around and make you seem like the bitch ones that will actually TALK to you when you've screwed up with them and not turn their backs on you and make fun of you and all inside jokes about you that make you feel even worse about something that you didn't mean to do...that's the main reason for why it's been sucky lately.(lately=since the middle of last semester) I've just been so confused lately about who my REAL TRUE friends are. I don't really have any...i used to but drama sucks...I mean if anyone, anyone at all knows how I really am about my friends you'd understand how important my friends are to me. I'm not asking for a comment saying how "I'm you're friend De you know that and I'll always be there for you" because one) usually when I do turn to that person for help they just turn their back on me and/or talk shit about me behind my back and that's not what I need; two) I need someone one to BE that friend. Maybe that's why I'm looking so much forward to college...because I can finally start all over once again and just make better friends..it's 8th grade all over again...wonderful.
The End
P.S. For all those friends that have been there for me in time of need thank you. Esp. Kristen, Merrit, Julia, Michael, Whitney, and Lindsay, thank you. I truly do love you guys.