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My feelings earlier today are starting to fade...call it too much time on my hands this afternoon.
As I sit here, all I can think is: I am bashing my head in over why things had to end this way and he doesn't care....he most likely hasn't thought about it at all since we haven't spoken last.
Why should I be in so much angst over this? The longer I sit in this office and THINK the worse I feel.
It is the most horrible feeling in the world to want something so badly to be fixed and the person on the other end doesn't care...
Would I be sad if I lost me?
As I sit here, all I can think is: I am bashing my head in over why things had to end this way and he doesn't care....he most likely hasn't thought about it at all since we haven't spoken last.
Why should I be in so much angst over this? The longer I sit in this office and THINK the worse I feel.
It is the most horrible feeling in the world to want something so badly to be fixed and the person on the other end doesn't care...
Would I be sad if I lost me?