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There are not even words that can express how toda is really going...it is just blah. So I guess you could say that there is not a word to express the nothingness of what is occuring to me inside of this office. I haven't heard from my boyfriend yet today and the more minutes that pass the more annoyed I am getting. Not that I am angry...not the case, I guess I just want to hear from him and see how he is doing. I just miss him, that's all....I just miss the guy.
I really just would love the opportunitity to leave this office right now, go work out...and then take a little rest before class tonight. I really hope that I am not getting burnt out on this job. I do like my job, it just seems like some days I don't see the point of me sitting in the office for eight hours really not doing much work. This entire week right around this afternoon downtime I get completely annoyed and am so ready to hit the road, not like I don't have anything else better to do, because I really don't but some days I just feel somewhat trapped in the office when I am not out covering a story or taking pictures. I love those days so much when I get to go out and cover something that is happening out in the community. My day just seems to fly right by and as soon as I get back to the office I get to shuffle through all of my pictures, go through my notes and then write the story, some days I am lucky enough to go out a few days in a row and cover multiple stories, but there is not much that you can do while you are waiting fir a person to get back to you about the interview that you want or the opportunity to go out and take pictures, sometimes you just have to wait, and being the impatient person that I am, waiting sucks. Like waiting for a class to start, waiting for it to be 4:30, waiting for your boyfriend to get back from his trip, waiting for time off or waiting for a vacation.
I gotta get my butt out there and find myself an apartment starting real soon here. I am overly excited to be moving out and getting my first real place. I think I went about it the right way, because I can get an apartment that I can afford and have it be a really nice one. Besides, living at home and being as young as I am has been fun, not what I had expected it to be when my parents first came up with the idea. I feel much closer to my family as a result of it and going away to college you tend to feel like you grow apart from them. But I can honestly say that its about that time to move on and move out. Me and mom are going shopping soon to start getting all of the little things that I need to get started. I am so excited to be able to decorate my own living space the way that I want it to look.
I am pretty pleased with everything that has happened thus far. I never expected to land a real job and get promoted already...I never expected to feel so close to my family and feel good about living at home, I never expected to find the man of my dreams the way that I did and I just never expected any of what things are right at this very moment. I guess that is the beauty about life and about how things can come right out you without any knowhow or preconcieved notion of it all. I guess I am just lucky...I am really lucky and totally thankful for all of it.
I really just would love the opportunitity to leave this office right now, go work out...and then take a little rest before class tonight. I really hope that I am not getting burnt out on this job. I do like my job, it just seems like some days I don't see the point of me sitting in the office for eight hours really not doing much work. This entire week right around this afternoon downtime I get completely annoyed and am so ready to hit the road, not like I don't have anything else better to do, because I really don't but some days I just feel somewhat trapped in the office when I am not out covering a story or taking pictures. I love those days so much when I get to go out and cover something that is happening out in the community. My day just seems to fly right by and as soon as I get back to the office I get to shuffle through all of my pictures, go through my notes and then write the story, some days I am lucky enough to go out a few days in a row and cover multiple stories, but there is not much that you can do while you are waiting fir a person to get back to you about the interview that you want or the opportunity to go out and take pictures, sometimes you just have to wait, and being the impatient person that I am, waiting sucks. Like waiting for a class to start, waiting for it to be 4:30, waiting for your boyfriend to get back from his trip, waiting for time off or waiting for a vacation.
I gotta get my butt out there and find myself an apartment starting real soon here. I am overly excited to be moving out and getting my first real place. I think I went about it the right way, because I can get an apartment that I can afford and have it be a really nice one. Besides, living at home and being as young as I am has been fun, not what I had expected it to be when my parents first came up with the idea. I feel much closer to my family as a result of it and going away to college you tend to feel like you grow apart from them. But I can honestly say that its about that time to move on and move out. Me and mom are going shopping soon to start getting all of the little things that I need to get started. I am so excited to be able to decorate my own living space the way that I want it to look.
I am pretty pleased with everything that has happened thus far. I never expected to land a real job and get promoted already...I never expected to feel so close to my family and feel good about living at home, I never expected to find the man of my dreams the way that I did and I just never expected any of what things are right at this very moment. I guess that is the beauty about life and about how things can come right out you without any knowhow or preconcieved notion of it all. I guess I am just lucky...I am really lucky and totally thankful for all of it.