Insecurity
Today at last I could order new glasses. They'll be ready by Tuesday. At last this is some achievement. Originally I wanted to read some books and clean up my HDD a bit - but one of the courses yesterday throw me of balance, and now I might need to re-think my whole thesis. T_T
This insecurity made me feel reckless, so I'm jumping around from one thing to another. First I read older Sailor Moon fanfictions, from Stormlight and Alicia Blade, and now I watched the last episode of Hana yori Dango. Still can't figure out that last scene. All is good till the ship starts, with Kaede's blessing, Tsukasa hexing Tsukushi to stay... and then with a cut we see them both biting into the same apple. In a way I can understand what it wants to mean, but my brain still can't accept it. That is not a happily ever after. That's just an abstract.
This insecurity made me feel reckless, so I'm jumping around from one thing to another. First I read older Sailor Moon fanfictions, from Stormlight and Alicia Blade, and now I watched the last episode of Hana yori Dango. Still can't figure out that last scene. All is good till the ship starts, with Kaede's blessing, Tsukasa hexing Tsukushi to stay... and then with a cut we see them both biting into the same apple. In a way I can understand what it wants to mean, but my brain still can't accept it. That is not a happily ever after. That's just an abstract.