Bad news at work
Notice to quit or agreement...
No matter which I choose, the results are the same: two days from now on, I'm without job after 5 years again.
...
Feel like a fool. To spend this much time at a place, that made me feel special... actually so special that I'm the only one in the country now who can do this kind of work
. . .
but actually this seems the only place where this type of work is needed. ~~"
Wanted to get drunk, and so I got a shoot of vodka and then a couple of St. Hubertus... but sadly it didn't work, just like so many other times before. It would be great if I would be driven by logic and not by emotion. Cause alcohol just doesn't work with me. Others can have crazy thoughts with just a few shoots, while I just wait for that craziness others feel... but can't reach that, no matter how much I drink. Cause emotions are much stronger than others think, and one can't numb them with anything.
So, tomorrow I'll take a deep breath, accept the agreement - to make my boss happy - and then become unemployed again. . . If you know about a job, tell me, please.
For today, I'll drink another cup of St. Hubertus, and then change to some Vermouth cocktail.
No matter which I choose, the results are the same: two days from now on, I'm without job after 5 years again.
...
Feel like a fool. To spend this much time at a place, that made me feel special... actually so special that I'm the only one in the country now who can do this kind of work
. . .
but actually this seems the only place where this type of work is needed. ~~"
Wanted to get drunk, and so I got a shoot of vodka and then a couple of St. Hubertus... but sadly it didn't work, just like so many other times before. It would be great if I would be driven by logic and not by emotion. Cause alcohol just doesn't work with me. Others can have crazy thoughts with just a few shoots, while I just wait for that craziness others feel... but can't reach that, no matter how much I drink. Cause emotions are much stronger than others think, and one can't numb them with anything.
So, tomorrow I'll take a deep breath, accept the agreement - to make my boss happy - and then become unemployed again. . . If you know about a job, tell me, please.
For today, I'll drink another cup of St. Hubertus, and then change to some Vermouth cocktail.