Sep 29, 2008 21:39
the end.
Sometimes I feel like being me is just not enough. On the other hand, I feel like I am only looking for reasons to be sorry for myself. It's hard to say. Why is it so hard to be happy?
I choose whether or not I want to be happy. Everyone morning I wake up and make the decision... do I want to be happy today. Lately, I have picked happiness, or some form of it. I have been good. However, these elevated moments only seem to last just that long... a moment. Aaaaahhhh! There is nothing wrong with my life! Why do I feel so defeated!
I hate people that are "emo". I hate that I can be one of them. I hate labels.
I really need to write more.
Val