longing for death
Wow I havent written in here in a while.
HERE we go..I will copy and paste what I said at the Katy Rose Message Boards:
---My stupid Rantings---
Has anyone ever heard of the word: UGLY well thats me.I am ugly.I hate myself.I hate looking in the mirror.I hate to go to school.I am a disgrace to everything on this earth.I feel dead when I walk.I feel angry for no reason.Its like I am invisible to everyone.I am not even there to be seen.I dont even wear black clothes like A Goth,yet ppl assume I am gothic.Everyone at my school thinks I am a freak,ugly,and that I am gonna kill them or something.It makes no sense.What the hell did I do to anyone!?Exactly.Nothing.So wtf is there problems with me!?I understand that I may be ugly but what the hell.Ppl are assholes.They dont even want to get to know me.Whatever screw this,screw them,screw the world.
HERE we go..I will copy and paste what I said at the Katy Rose Message Boards:
---My stupid Rantings---
Has anyone ever heard of the word: UGLY well thats me.I am ugly.I hate myself.I hate looking in the mirror.I hate to go to school.I am a disgrace to everything on this earth.I feel dead when I walk.I feel angry for no reason.Its like I am invisible to everyone.I am not even there to be seen.I dont even wear black clothes like A Goth,yet ppl assume I am gothic.Everyone at my school thinks I am a freak,ugly,and that I am gonna kill them or something.It makes no sense.What the hell did I do to anyone!?Exactly.Nothing.So wtf is there problems with me!?I understand that I may be ugly but what the hell.Ppl are assholes.They dont even want to get to know me.Whatever screw this,screw them,screw the world.