May 10, 2004 19:14
I can’t think. My brain goes 10,000 mph and the world spins and blurs; and then it stops. Abruptly. Time stops and it stops so that even my conscience seems to be out of function. I daze off. My hand seems heavier. I can barely move. I’m not high. I don’t have anything in my system. I’m just stressed. And young. And frustrated. And confused. And scared.