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Jun 15, 2005 16:57

hello all that are reading up on me, and to those that shouldn't be. job searching is going nowhere out here just yet. i have lost my drivers liscense which makes things that much harder to find a job. i got a message from davy today. the one person out of all of them that i expected to not dispatch me, i mean for fucks sake i was the one that got the phone call when his baby was born, i was the one that drove down to wake him up and get him to the hospital so he could be there otherwise he would have never known. everytime i was called i dropped what i was doing and helped him wherever i could. and now i get "don't come around me or my family ever again" WHAT THE FLYING FUCK IS THIS BULLSHIT. this is how i think about this. to anyone that hates me now simply come out and fucking say it so that i may cordially give you the FUCK YOU that you deserve. i'm sick of all this bullshit i moved out here to get away from the fake people and they are still getting to me. Solamu, wether you read this or not you have become the traitor that you have called me. you are the traitor not me. i have never once done anything against you. i've done everything i possibly could to help you in anyway i can but hey if its gonna be like that fuck you. i thought you were your own person, i thought you could make yur own decisions. Every single one of you is nothing more then a follower. you believed what you were told without going to the source. That is fucking cowardly. Do i want to fight you all? no way i'm not that stupid. Do i wanna see you again. That all depends on wether or not you can prove to me that me coming around again is gonna be worth my time or if i'm just gonna be around for you to cast away at yur amusement. Fuck every single one of you. just keep in mind that i will get over it i will be fine, but for the rest of your fucking lives everytime you see a dragon, or a drumset, or hear a beat in your head from powersource you will be forced to think about what you have done to me and eventually it will kill you inside, and tear you apart, and maybe you will even feel regret and wonder what kind of people you are. i hope that karma kicks you all for the bullshit that you have put me through. fuck you all. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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