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busy week last week was. everyday i went to sterling heights with bo, and did a whole bunch of drops offs. i tried a new toy on friday night into saturday morning. it was very interesting but i loved it. if anybody happens to want something new let me know and i will fill you in. saw bailey for about 2 hours this week. i don't know what to think about her anymore. then i went to city club on saturday and hung out with katie, i was planning on asking her out while on the dance floor then she saw somebody i'm assuming she used to date and still has feelings for, look at that shit, my heart is crushed on the floor again. i don't think i can deal with much more of this. somebody left a message on my aim once asking me why i'm always so sad. shit like this is why. the one thing i want at this point in time is the one thing i don't have, and can't get. life fucking sucks right now. i hope things get better. if not i'm supposed to go to florida for a week sometime in the near future i may just not come back, florida is sounding really good right now.
Jon
Jon