I have one request to make, even if I don't have the right to:
Can you please be honest with me? Every single one of you? I need to know what you think, about me, about what has happened and what I have done, about everything. Because then I can be honest with you, too, and I'll be free of some of this. I have always believed in honesty and I don'
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Really. I have. But sometimes I'm like. "If I say this, it will make everything worse, so I won't because I have SOME control over myself, and I won't no matter HOW much you weedle at me."
I have to say, that I have lost some, not all, not most, maybe about half, of the respect I had for you.
And I'm hurting, probably not as much as the other wronged party in all this fucked up mess, because for one, I found out sooner, and for two, you told me. Well, sort of at least. If me sitting you down and going, "Did you do this?" and you nodding is actually TELLING me. But eh. Whateva.
You did lie in the very beginning, and that still grates on me. I thought we had that 'Honesty is the best policy' thing going on. *shrugs* I don't know.
It's going to take me a long time before I'm able to rip that bandaid off, but at least I've already started healing, which I guess is more than can be said for some.
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i know you are moving away and that makes me sad
i know that you and rachel arent together and that also makes me sad
i know i love you and i'll miss you. So if you'll be happy 'll be glad.
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