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can I get a girlfriend please? Ah wait, here comes a guy who'd like to be my boyfriend. That's sounds exotic, but unattractive. It'd be cool if it was attractive, then I could try some French. Just not feeling this junk. Anyways. Wish she was here. I know I'm a whiner. Yes, yes I am. I'm reading me some Sue Grafton and having a buzzed ole time. Dang. I'm better than before, but I'm getting all revved up and she's not here yet. Yeah, I'm impatient it's for sure but better to vent on livejournal than anywhere else. Sigh. I don't want a boyfriend, I want my lady. I don't want this strange bearded admirer, I want my seductive committed lover who is willing to travel across oceans for me, dropping her life and her family. Booze and drugs, booze and drugs some famous writer said, something like that. Full disclosure: quite drunk, soon over it. Listening to Lupe in hope of getting in her head. I'm still me. She. She. She. The determining factor of my life. I can appreciate Lupe Fiasco drunk.