LIVEJOURNAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
heyy everyone! i really dont have a reason to update...i'm just bored.
I know everyone is sick of me hating the play, and i'm sorry about it. I'm sure it will end up being fun and good and all of that...im just still so mad at myself for adding it into my schedule. I have ZERO set hours and have no intention of getting them (i dont have one day after school when i have time!) I have to cancel on the girl i tutor every other week, i dont sleep anymore, etc. etc. etc.
I remember a lot of the seniors saying they were "so done with theatre" during the spring play last year. I always just kinda ignored it because i thought they were just tryingI to pretend they wouldnt miss it the next year at college. now i understand completely. Honestly, i AM done with theatre. I love the people, i (sometimes) love mr rutherford, and i think the program is great, but i am sick of it. Not only that, i feel as though some part of me has moved on. I dont get the same sense of comfort and confidence from being in the class/practice that i used to, and i realize now that whatever happiness i seek has to come from within me and not from being in a play. I know i always talk about how afraid i am to go away, but sometime within the last month or so i came to terms with the fact that i will go away in a few months and i am completely excited to do so. It is weird that the play made me realize that...but it did. good.
spring break is in three weeks. sooo excited for bahamas with the besties that i dont know what to do with myself.
my parents decided for sure yes on our sheepdog puppy. We visited him sunday and he is the cutest thing in the entire world ...he is so playful and cuddly and nice and wonderful and yay! puppies! He is only six weeks old, but we're allowed to get him in a week and a half. So basically i school, dexter, school, senior seminar, **** portage retreat**** and then we get Tug (that's his name) on sunday when i get home! yay!
alright i think i am done with this entry. i babbled.
I know everyone is sick of me hating the play, and i'm sorry about it. I'm sure it will end up being fun and good and all of that...im just still so mad at myself for adding it into my schedule. I have ZERO set hours and have no intention of getting them (i dont have one day after school when i have time!) I have to cancel on the girl i tutor every other week, i dont sleep anymore, etc. etc. etc.
I remember a lot of the seniors saying they were "so done with theatre" during the spring play last year. I always just kinda ignored it because i thought they were just tryingI to pretend they wouldnt miss it the next year at college. now i understand completely. Honestly, i AM done with theatre. I love the people, i (sometimes) love mr rutherford, and i think the program is great, but i am sick of it. Not only that, i feel as though some part of me has moved on. I dont get the same sense of comfort and confidence from being in the class/practice that i used to, and i realize now that whatever happiness i seek has to come from within me and not from being in a play. I know i always talk about how afraid i am to go away, but sometime within the last month or so i came to terms with the fact that i will go away in a few months and i am completely excited to do so. It is weird that the play made me realize that...but it did. good.
spring break is in three weeks. sooo excited for bahamas with the besties that i dont know what to do with myself.
my parents decided for sure yes on our sheepdog puppy. We visited him sunday and he is the cutest thing in the entire world ...he is so playful and cuddly and nice and wonderful and yay! puppies! He is only six weeks old, but we're allowed to get him in a week and a half. So basically i school, dexter, school, senior seminar, **** portage retreat**** and then we get Tug (that's his name) on sunday when i get home! yay!
alright i think i am done with this entry. i babbled.