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People are very weird. I feel like I embarrass myself every day. I feel like I've made choices that are idiotic. I don't know why I'm so self conscious. I wish things were easy. I wish people were easy. To understand...not to sleep with. My heart and my mind feel dizzy. They're all mixed up and I feel like I need to step back and just watch what happens. So, my feelings might be hurt but I'll live. I'll just wait.