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I got a wake up text this morning saying the cops were at my house. MY brother and some random got arrested. The least the bondsman will take is $10,000. My dad will put up the deeds. He'll be paid back the $10,000. If my Mom will ever get back here with the check books. Shes just as shady as Aaron. I hate the way shes acting right now. Which is irrational and paranoid. She isnt a good mom. I was just talking to Nancy at school last night about rollmodels. She said she told her kids to look at the things shes DONE instead of what people say. And i thought to myself...my mom hasnt done much to me for me to say shes a bad person. But now I can honestly say she IS a bad person and roll model.And I hope I end up nothing like her. I will ALWAYS be there for my kids. Do the RIGHT thing. If they like it or not. I wont run off to my boyfriends house for 5 days leaving my kids to fend for themselves. Steal the car and the check books because im too strung out to come home. Fuck that. Fuck this. Fuck fresno. I'm serioulsy TRAPPED here. If i could I would take Megan and leave.