meh.
i don't really know why but lately i've been feeling extra needy. needy of attention from friends, family...ANYONE who will make me feel more important. maybe everything that's happened this year (losing my first true love, being cheated on by the next guy, moving away from home, losing touch with many of my once dear friends) has taken it's toll on my once feathery mind. whatever the case -- i pray that it is only temporary and that it secedes asap. p.s. i know that that feeling of "importance" i speak of can only come from "deep inside" but i just haven't gotten to that point yet.
i miss having faith in people. having faith that people really care, that people won't abandon me...but the sad truth is that maybe i am a little expendable. that has always been one of my greatest fears. argh...i hate this feeling.
sorry for the rant.
IN OTHER NEWS....
i need a halloween costume!
what should i be?!
i miss having faith in people. having faith that people really care, that people won't abandon me...but the sad truth is that maybe i am a little expendable. that has always been one of my greatest fears. argh...i hate this feeling.
sorry for the rant.
IN OTHER NEWS....
i need a halloween costume!
what should i be?!