My Christmas/Freedom/Love/New Year's Epiphany - Original Date Posted December 15, 2006
My Christmas/Freedom/Love/New Year's Epiphany
IM FREE !!!
yes !!! I have had my epiphany for the year !!! the best kind ever !!! I dont need love !!! I dont need a man's love to make me feel free !!! I need my friends and I need my family !!! Yes !!! YES YES YES !!! lol I feel so refreshed and full of happiness !!! I have been searching for Prince Charming when something better has dawned upon me ... MY Royal Princesses and Queens !!! yay !!! I would rather grow old and have no children and be alone for all my days but have my friends for life than have a husband and kids but no real friends or family !!! I plan 2 make my connections with my friends even stronger and the ties with my family even stronger !!! Its seems funny that such a great movie could do that 2 me !!! The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants !!! lol seems dumb but I cant wait to get all the books !!! Im so excited !!! I just want to say now and forever that IM BACK !!! lol I am !!! Im happy and so full joy and jus plain enthusiasm for life and now I wanna look onto everything with a new perspective !!! I was losing myself in the hype of everything around me but now Im stepping back and Im jumping back in !!!
THANK U GOD FOR NEW BEGININGS !!!
I also want to thank:
Coli: I luv u soooooooooooooo much no one in the world will always be my crazy bitch like u !!! I cant wait till I come back 2 C U again my explosive poonani slave !!!
Mihanda: Im so glad ur adventuring into college life and being all u and doing what u do !!! we are miles apart but ur still one of my most fav grls ever !!! picnics = luv
Jessicaaaaaaaa: Ur so amazing and our times together I hope will only become more and more . U dont have to know someone for long to know ur in love !!! U 2 CoLi !!!
Leia: U are my babe for life ... end of discussion. Miles apart but hunny we still rolling hard and strong and Im gonna keeping on being NASTY with u !!!
Tommy & Selina: My smart and Wily ones. Ur Fabs and Im glad I luv u sooooooo !!! Till next time dears !!! Our adventures are priceless !!!
Queen Victoria: Ur my Queen Im ur Prince what else is there 2 say !!! Miles apart but hunny fabulous royalty couture like us never fade or grow apart !!!
Yanna & Marion & Yoshi: My Spanish grls forever !!! dont cha know u guys are the bomb diggity and I will always luv u guys for all our great adventures and endeavors !!! like totally for sure, all my grls are worth dieing for !!!
Karen & Jamie : U grls have been nothing but fun and caring and always thinking about me as well Im thinking of U !!! I know u guys are the greatest grls who know how 2 have a good time !!!
Bridgette & Sahara & Snuggly Bunny: u guys are what my nutcracker is all about ... and I think grls who can be the leaves in waltz, the white senorita and the lone harem grl are worth my love !!!
Karina: My Ballroom heart and soul is with u. Thanks 4 everything ... who knows maybe next year there might be a chance for classes 2 come together again, but when they do come around Baby Im taking the lead !!!
Dani: My BIG SISSY !!! U Gave me hope when I had none and u continue 2 do so !!! When I know My hand has convulsions u will always be there 2 smack it down !!! My funky ballerina !!!
GiGi: U kno I adore u 2 DEATH !!! Seriously like u are my luvvy luvvy !!! Who else can freak out on u about having continuous cramps and give the most over the top sensual bows or scream at the mirror cuz they thought they saw Mr.aaron !!! I luv u for EVERYTHING !!!
Helene: My secondary mother who has taken me in showed me luv,life and compassion !!! ur generosity and caring knows no bounds !!! I dont think I would have made it this long without U and I know that Im not someone u have been particularly happy with lately nor do u ever really wanna see me again ... but that doesnt change the fact that I luv u and ur family to death. Without ur families love and support I dont think I would be here. In all honesty, thanks ... thanks for taking a chance on a know it all kid with a fat big head and an even fatter ass !!! I love U !!!
Mom & Rafy : I luv u guys for being my parents that u have always been and u never stopped supporting me and u continue 2 do so. I think I a Thank U is owed big times 2 u two !!! Love u bOTH !!!
Dad & Tara : U guys all have been wonderful and have kept me fed and well stocked with goods. I think I owe u a big Thank U 2 !!! U guys have jus been there !!! Love U Both !!!
Lizzie & The Ferguson Family: I luv u unconditionally and ur my lil sis 4 life !!! so get used 2 it !!! Jen Jen, Mils, Ali, Daniel and Ms.Ferguson ur so wonderful 2, ya know that !!!!
The Boys: I dont think I can ever have as much fun as I have with U Guys !!! Ur fucking CRAZY !!! U BITCHES !!! LUV U ALL 2 DEATH MUTHFUCKAS !!! U know who u are my summer A.F.B studs !!! Ur fucking wonderful !!!
Studio Parents: U know who u are !!! U have been so wonderful and jus a great support 2 me and I truly am thankful for all ur honest help and love !!! Thanks for being there !!!
Matt & Whitney: U guys have been so loving and helpful and nothing but honest and jus plain amazing 2 me !!! I can always have fun with u guys and I can always be myself when ur around !!! MY BIG BRO AND SIS !!!
Janay: U are the bluntest bitch ever and ... I luv it so dont ever change my crazy luva grl !!!
Wings & Things Grls: Paige, Angel, Krysta, Danielle = good times and LOVE !!!
Wings & Things Boys: Luke, Adam, Timmy = A SHIT LOAD OF FUN
Whitneys Family: David, Chelsea, Ms.Gail = fabuloso great times and lots and lots of luv
THE END ... for now lol *smooch*
Love
A Jubilantly Joyous Jay
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IM FREE !!!
yes !!! I have had my epiphany for the year !!! the best kind ever !!! I dont need love !!! I dont need a man's love to make me feel free !!! I need my friends and I need my family !!! Yes !!! YES YES YES !!! lol I feel so refreshed and full of happiness !!! I have been searching for Prince Charming when something better has dawned upon me ... MY Royal Princesses and Queens !!! yay !!! I would rather grow old and have no children and be alone for all my days but have my friends for life than have a husband and kids but no real friends or family !!! I plan 2 make my connections with my friends even stronger and the ties with my family even stronger !!! Its seems funny that such a great movie could do that 2 me !!! The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants !!! lol seems dumb but I cant wait to get all the books !!! Im so excited !!! I just want to say now and forever that IM BACK !!! lol I am !!! Im happy and so full joy and jus plain enthusiasm for life and now I wanna look onto everything with a new perspective !!! I was losing myself in the hype of everything around me but now Im stepping back and Im jumping back in !!!
THANK U GOD FOR NEW BEGININGS !!!
I also want to thank:
Coli: I luv u soooooooooooooo much no one in the world will always be my crazy bitch like u !!! I cant wait till I come back 2 C U again my explosive poonani slave !!!
Mihanda: Im so glad ur adventuring into college life and being all u and doing what u do !!! we are miles apart but ur still one of my most fav grls ever !!! picnics = luv
Jessicaaaaaaaa: Ur so amazing and our times together I hope will only become more and more . U dont have to know someone for long to know ur in love !!! U 2 CoLi !!!
Leia: U are my babe for life ... end of discussion. Miles apart but hunny we still rolling hard and strong and Im gonna keeping on being NASTY with u !!!
Tommy & Selina: My smart and Wily ones. Ur Fabs and Im glad I luv u sooooooo !!! Till next time dears !!! Our adventures are priceless !!!
Queen Victoria: Ur my Queen Im ur Prince what else is there 2 say !!! Miles apart but hunny fabulous royalty couture like us never fade or grow apart !!!
Yanna & Marion & Yoshi: My Spanish grls forever !!! dont cha know u guys are the bomb diggity and I will always luv u guys for all our great adventures and endeavors !!! like totally for sure, all my grls are worth dieing for !!!
Karen & Jamie : U grls have been nothing but fun and caring and always thinking about me as well Im thinking of U !!! I know u guys are the greatest grls who know how 2 have a good time !!!
Bridgette & Sahara & Snuggly Bunny: u guys are what my nutcracker is all about ... and I think grls who can be the leaves in waltz, the white senorita and the lone harem grl are worth my love !!!
Karina: My Ballroom heart and soul is with u. Thanks 4 everything ... who knows maybe next year there might be a chance for classes 2 come together again, but when they do come around Baby Im taking the lead !!!
Dani: My BIG SISSY !!! U Gave me hope when I had none and u continue 2 do so !!! When I know My hand has convulsions u will always be there 2 smack it down !!! My funky ballerina !!!
GiGi: U kno I adore u 2 DEATH !!! Seriously like u are my luvvy luvvy !!! Who else can freak out on u about having continuous cramps and give the most over the top sensual bows or scream at the mirror cuz they thought they saw Mr.aaron !!! I luv u for EVERYTHING !!!
Helene: My secondary mother who has taken me in showed me luv,life and compassion !!! ur generosity and caring knows no bounds !!! I dont think I would have made it this long without U and I know that Im not someone u have been particularly happy with lately nor do u ever really wanna see me again ... but that doesnt change the fact that I luv u and ur family to death. Without ur families love and support I dont think I would be here. In all honesty, thanks ... thanks for taking a chance on a know it all kid with a fat big head and an even fatter ass !!! I love U !!!
Mom & Rafy : I luv u guys for being my parents that u have always been and u never stopped supporting me and u continue 2 do so. I think I a Thank U is owed big times 2 u two !!! Love u bOTH !!!
Dad & Tara : U guys all have been wonderful and have kept me fed and well stocked with goods. I think I owe u a big Thank U 2 !!! U guys have jus been there !!! Love U Both !!!
Lizzie & The Ferguson Family: I luv u unconditionally and ur my lil sis 4 life !!! so get used 2 it !!! Jen Jen, Mils, Ali, Daniel and Ms.Ferguson ur so wonderful 2, ya know that !!!!
The Boys: I dont think I can ever have as much fun as I have with U Guys !!! Ur fucking CRAZY !!! U BITCHES !!! LUV U ALL 2 DEATH MUTHFUCKAS !!! U know who u are my summer A.F.B studs !!! Ur fucking wonderful !!!
Studio Parents: U know who u are !!! U have been so wonderful and jus a great support 2 me and I truly am thankful for all ur honest help and love !!! Thanks for being there !!!
Matt & Whitney: U guys have been so loving and helpful and nothing but honest and jus plain amazing 2 me !!! I can always have fun with u guys and I can always be myself when ur around !!! MY BIG BRO AND SIS !!!
Janay: U are the bluntest bitch ever and ... I luv it so dont ever change my crazy luva grl !!!
Wings & Things Grls: Paige, Angel, Krysta, Danielle = good times and LOVE !!!
Wings & Things Boys: Luke, Adam, Timmy = A SHIT LOAD OF FUN
Whitneys Family: David, Chelsea, Ms.Gail = fabuloso great times and lots and lots of luv
THE END ... for now lol *smooch*
Love
A Jubilantly Joyous Jay
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