Jun 23, 2004 20:25
Life was so much e.a.s.i.e.r when:
-Our worries were that recess was too short
-Desicions were solved by 'eni-meani-miney'mo
-Only skinned knees brought tears,
-Boys were yucky and had cooties,
-And good-byes only meant until tomorrow
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It seems like the only time I write in here lately is when I'm upset. I haven't written for a while, which means I've been happy..but right now I can't even describe what I'm feeling. :o/ Lonely, upset, frustrated, confused, jelous, and alone are a few words..I was fine up until an hour ago. I was having a good day. Now I can't stop crying. I wanna talk to Sara. I hate complaining to people..I feel like a lot of people are angry at me for something. I just..wanna go to sleep and forget. And then there's things that I'm confused as hell about. I hate this feeling. I'd even talk to my mom about things at this point, but I dunno.
My dad is on my case now..ugh. What happened to the days when everything went right? For days on end? I want happiness back in my life..but it doesn't look like I'm gonna get it.
Whatever.