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I thought i knew what heartbreak was, but I don't think I really knew it until now. It's not just heart break-- it's concept-break, stability-break, sense-break, and esteem-break. It's happiness-break, love-break, security-break, trust-break, and plan-break. It's a chaotic mess of feelings and sparks of anger and hurt and betrayal. It's a desperate wail of abandonment and a infuriated stomp of "this isn't fair!" It's a construction of the great-wall-of-you. Heartbreak may not even be the proper term for it, because the word break implies that it's finite, quick and easy and done. In reality it's more of a process that spans months and jumbles everything.
I'm sick of walking around with this pit in my stomach. Am I the only person who thinks like this?
I'm sick of walking around with this pit in my stomach. Am I the only person who thinks like this?