help me!
I think im on the verge of getting dumped! My gf told me the day before I was supposed to go to her house to see a movie that shes already got her ticket. I thought, thats good are you getting mine? she was like, "no" but in a little sweeter type than that. I thought umm..ok this is opening night for AVP and your hoping that the tickets will be there at the door at the time? I told her my feelings and i felt really bad. I felt worse when she started to feel bad because i dont want her to feel bad! I told her that I wont get in the way of her seeing this movie cause thats what she REALLY wants. I told her that and she is being her stubborn self and said "no i want to spend time with you." Well I like her saing that and stuff but it wont make her happy because she REALLY wanted to see this so I told her that she'll go and Ill do something else. She finally said ok, so im happy for that. Then right before i had to stop talking to her she pulled the "what do you want out of this relationship" question. That scared me because part of the earlier convo. I had to go so Ill answer that tomorrow. But mainly i think what Ill tell her is that I started dating her for her. I knew that there were gonna be ups and downs just not this soon. I want us to have the respect, kindness, fun time we've had so far but without...well since she can read this, without taking it that far. I love spending time with you and talking to you and stuff but it scares me when it looks like we may be getting 7 months to a year ahead of ourselves. I want our relationship to be more than it is now but not in "your book from another country" type of way. Please stop scaring me. Thats all I ask. I like you for you and who you are. Ill get over my little pitty me crap about the ticket. Ill find some way hopefully to watch it, and if i cant im not gonna break my morals ill just go see SM2 or something. its all gonna work out ok I hope. I dont want this to be another bf with the "2 weeks" on it.