Oct 29, 2006 13:45
I wanted it back. Just one day of that life. I dont want to go back with the knowledge of my life now, I want to rewind and spend one day there. I would wake up and be cleaning out apartment. Maybe pretending to do some homework while Tracy and I watch what not to wear or sex and the city. After being lazy for awhile Kaethe would call us and we would go play in Scott park with Kristen. Hang out, talk about pointless things, and not really have an actual care in the world.
"Want to go out tonight?"
"I have homework, but ok"
"Where"
"Brothers! Murphys!"
"Stop picking all the lame bars. Station?"
"NO"
"Fine brothers"
"What color highlights should I get? I want to cut my hair, lets go RIGHT NOW!"
My roommate moved her boyfriend into our dorm room. I don't think Kristen likes me. Tracy is so quiet. Can Jen please stop using my computer? I should have gone to Cornell. Sorry, but I probably won't stay friends with you.
I'm coming home from Spain and want to see you guys! What are we going to do with these boys? Is she an alcoholic?
We are having a keg. I am going to KILL my roommate, we don't talk. Should I take their job offer? I am going to visit you at Potbelly. We will meet you at Starbucks but only after Greys is over, 10pm? Never have I ever barcrawl o'never!
Yeah, I live at Grand and Michigan Ave. Yeah, I pretty much rock at life and have my shit together....and always have. Quiet girl who people thought hated them? NO MORE!
Yeah, I am getting straight A's and dealing with the consequences of my actions. I have built a fantastic relationship. I will get two degrees. She said I think I'll go to Boston. I think I'll start a new life. Where no one knows my name.
Yeah, I am lost, but the thing is I know it will be ok because I am not afraid to take the chance and jump right in. Go to Spain for a year? Sure! Pick up and move to Chicago where I have an apartment by the lake and work in the loop? You got it! Things aren't settled now, but I am rocking life. Maybe I'll find myself a lover and fly them to Spain.
No internship? No grad school? No apartment? Living at home? YEAH RIGHT! I'll take one internship in the loop and perhaps a masters degree in two years. Sure I haven't been accepted yet but at this point it doesn't even matter. It honestly does not even matter. I have never been more proud in my life.
She said, I think I'll go to Boston.
I think I'll start a new life.
I think I'll start it over,
where no one knows my name.
I'll get out of California.
Tired of the weather.
Think Ill get a love and fly them out to Spain.
Think I need a new town to leave this all behind.
THink I need a sunrise, tired of the sunset.