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NOT... HAPPY.... JAN!!!!
I know if your reading this James, you prob wont like this.. But I need to get it off my chest!!
But I am upset that you are moving to Perth... I mean, I am happy that you are going because thats what you want to do, and I will support that 100%.. But the pain in my chest (that started when you told me you where going even though I didn't act like I cared) and the feeling like I will loose you forever tells me that I don't want you to go...
I know that you will be back.. But I dunno... It is hard to describe what I am feeling.. There has always been deep underlying feelings that I have had for you... Arg.. I am acting like you are moving away forever and that I will never see you again.. But thats how I feel...
I feel like with you moving away, that it is the first step to going our seperate ways (yes I know that is stupid) but thats how it feels to me.. and I don't like that...
Arg.. I am going to shut up before I say something I don't want to.. Or before I do something stupid...
Vlad
I know if your reading this James, you prob wont like this.. But I need to get it off my chest!!
But I am upset that you are moving to Perth... I mean, I am happy that you are going because thats what you want to do, and I will support that 100%.. But the pain in my chest (that started when you told me you where going even though I didn't act like I cared) and the feeling like I will loose you forever tells me that I don't want you to go...
I know that you will be back.. But I dunno... It is hard to describe what I am feeling.. There has always been deep underlying feelings that I have had for you... Arg.. I am acting like you are moving away forever and that I will never see you again.. But thats how I feel...
I feel like with you moving away, that it is the first step to going our seperate ways (yes I know that is stupid) but thats how it feels to me.. and I don't like that...
Arg.. I am going to shut up before I say something I don't want to.. Or before I do something stupid...
Vlad