It has been a while....
Life has been to busy to add yet another thing to do, like post here. But, I decided I needed what I think is a safe place to vent. First thing, my step mother. She has been in and out of the hospital for awhile now do to her liver. She need a transplant, hopefully this will happen soon. For my father's and my brother sake. She is there world and I would not want something to happen to her. Dad is doing this all alone, and it sickens me. She has 5 children and it seems like no one want's to help. I have offerd but, my dad won't let me take Alex because of mom. He feels that she should me the one offering to help. He should know better. But, I have also been telling her she needs to start stepping up. He also does not want to stress Alex out because he can't stand to be around my mother. That is sad but, she did it to herself. There is a small plus to this. My father has been writing e-mails about Sandy's progress so that he does not have to call everyone every day. So I know more now about what is going on in my father's life than I ever have. And this also helps me to help him. I see where he could use some help medicaly with Sandy, drop little hints on what she has had done and not had done, and he goes and takes care of the rest. Keeping me and him clean when it comes to HIPPA. Even thoug I am related we don't want to take chances.
Lexi is sick now too. We have no clue what is going on with her. She has stomach issues that are not resolving. So every time she eat's she cries. ALLOT. We have to do some blood work tommorrow and if that comes out clean she is going to have to go see a GI doctor. I am so worried my poor little girl is going to have to have a colonoscopy. I am praying it does not come down to that. Roger and I think she had an allergy to somethings she has been eating.
School, it was fun, now we are getting to some classes I could care less for. I might have to withdraw from this one becasue I missed to much school work. That is not good.
Work is fine.
Hubby is FINE.
IN-LAW's Suck but what else is new. Divorce is starting to become a trend, I know to many people who have gotten one or are in the process of getting one. I guess no one thought a marriage would take work. WTF you thought you where going to feel like this forever. Nope, you have to work on it. People change, you either grow togeather or you fall apart. I guess evreyone want to just fall apart. What to do, it just angers me because your parents are your example of what you should do when you are growing and if they just get divorced then, that tell's you that you should not work on your marriage just get a divorce. Been there, done that, got the t-shirt. All because men want to be like there fathers in one way or another. PLEASE....Dad made there mistakes so you would not have too. LEARN FROM your FATHER, stop becoming him. And I guess the same thing can be said about wives as well. My father in law is now seperated from his wife, I had to ask him if that means that he would go back to her if things got better, and he looked at me like I was stupid. So I had to explain that Mike told me the same thing, I guess because he thought that seperation meant divorce, nope it means you are taking a break. It was no wonder I was so fucked up when he left me. I had to make sure he was not doing the same thing. He basically told me if she gives him back control over his life that it might work, that she is doing things that say she is doing things behind his back. And he clames he is a christen man, what ever. I think he is the one doing things and is blaming her to feel better about himself. Neather here nor there, and as usual the only ones that get hurt are the children. My kids are going to be devestated. Hopefully it wont come down to that.
Lexi is sick now too. We have no clue what is going on with her. She has stomach issues that are not resolving. So every time she eat's she cries. ALLOT. We have to do some blood work tommorrow and if that comes out clean she is going to have to go see a GI doctor. I am so worried my poor little girl is going to have to have a colonoscopy. I am praying it does not come down to that. Roger and I think she had an allergy to somethings she has been eating.
School, it was fun, now we are getting to some classes I could care less for. I might have to withdraw from this one becasue I missed to much school work. That is not good.
Work is fine.
Hubby is FINE.
IN-LAW's Suck but what else is new. Divorce is starting to become a trend, I know to many people who have gotten one or are in the process of getting one. I guess no one thought a marriage would take work. WTF you thought you where going to feel like this forever. Nope, you have to work on it. People change, you either grow togeather or you fall apart. I guess evreyone want to just fall apart. What to do, it just angers me because your parents are your example of what you should do when you are growing and if they just get divorced then, that tell's you that you should not work on your marriage just get a divorce. Been there, done that, got the t-shirt. All because men want to be like there fathers in one way or another. PLEASE....Dad made there mistakes so you would not have too. LEARN FROM your FATHER, stop becoming him. And I guess the same thing can be said about wives as well. My father in law is now seperated from his wife, I had to ask him if that means that he would go back to her if things got better, and he looked at me like I was stupid. So I had to explain that Mike told me the same thing, I guess because he thought that seperation meant divorce, nope it means you are taking a break. It was no wonder I was so fucked up when he left me. I had to make sure he was not doing the same thing. He basically told me if she gives him back control over his life that it might work, that she is doing things that say she is doing things behind his back. And he clames he is a christen man, what ever. I think he is the one doing things and is blaming her to feel better about himself. Neather here nor there, and as usual the only ones that get hurt are the children. My kids are going to be devestated. Hopefully it wont come down to that.