alone again, but always happy
One day when I was watching Wegman's video art, I found this sentence: Alone again, but alway happy.
I think that's part of my goal in my life. Of course I do want to find someone who will be willing to be with me for the rest of life, but I hope I can be that kind of person who can be happy with a single life.
Recently I feel the wave of loneliness is almost killing me. I'm waiting to go to UK in jan and right now I spend most of time staying at home, writing and missing my friends. Since I moved back to my parents' place after getting my MA degree, now I'm far away from friends, and MSN can't do any real help. My parents are perfect but I feel my life is like a blank tape right now, without recording any interesting riffs.
I know after starting my Phd life in UK, my blank tape will soon be full of new experiences and new friends, so I'm really looking forward to it.
Right now I am trying to enjoy the feeling of blankness.