May 15, 2005 02:16
Recently I was told by someone whom I was completely in love with that they did not feel the same way about me.
So I think I’m doing pretty good with my original theory about being able to “get over” things like this…
I hope that there isn’t some kind of lowered ability to “feel”… I don’t think so. I felt a lot better while I was “with” this person than I did when I was with anyone else…
I think experience has gone a long way to not needing the explanations of “why” now that I’ve broken hearts and had mine broken for a couple of different reasons… it becomes a much more cerebral concept rather than an emotional reaction.
Of course there was the … wow totally lost my train of thought.
It has occurred to me that I can keep my journal on my hard drive rather than