germany
ok, so im in germany, and the menus are all in Duetsch so navigation has been dificult up to this point. blah, anyway, what's going on in my life... i feel like i've been losing touch with people i use to keep in much closer contact with. Laur.. fruedian slip. Beck, Annie, my sister, Kim, Will, I live with Josh, so that hasnt changed, actually see him more now than ever as our work schedules are similar.
back to the slip...
Things with Laura i thought were going really well, met her mom (I was really sick) and ended up putting across the wrong impression apparently. Laura was pretty cool about it considering the position she was in. Her mom thinks im a rude guy and her mom is probably the singly most important person in her life, so i suppose the fact that she is still talking to me at all speaks volumes.
Unfortunately though, this all took place right before i left to germany. the day before in fact. And leaving on less than good terms puts a bad taste in anyone's mouth. I've been reading some Nitsche (sp) and am begining to feel more evolved. there are a lot of interesting passages in "beyond good and evil" that have opened up my eyes to some of the trappings i've been dragging my toes through lately. Also brought into focus some of the things that laura had said to me reguarding the whole incident with her mom.
ultimately it will probably be a good thing. It has helped me realize that those who may think of you as rude will be too polite to tell you so. Which is kind of a catch 22 but it's still the way life is.
I will have to say that i definately respect laura for her ability to look at the situation as objectively as she has... I find it akward to be in a relationship with someone who is stronger in that reguard than i am myself.
All i can do is hope that i can get her to give me her mom's email address so that i can prove to her what a charming and considerate guy i am... even if i am a rude bastard sometimes :).
studying some info on ediquite .......... and spelling may also prove helpfull.
other stuff going on.
Sarah is seeming stressed about things that she may be too young yet to understand that it is all part of growing up, which sounds cliche' but it is... so there's nobody that is going to be able to step in and take away the frustration or pain... because they would only be paving the way for more in the future... it's apparent im doing some growing up as well.
here's to evolution.
back to the slip...
Things with Laura i thought were going really well, met her mom (I was really sick) and ended up putting across the wrong impression apparently. Laura was pretty cool about it considering the position she was in. Her mom thinks im a rude guy and her mom is probably the singly most important person in her life, so i suppose the fact that she is still talking to me at all speaks volumes.
Unfortunately though, this all took place right before i left to germany. the day before in fact. And leaving on less than good terms puts a bad taste in anyone's mouth. I've been reading some Nitsche (sp) and am begining to feel more evolved. there are a lot of interesting passages in "beyond good and evil" that have opened up my eyes to some of the trappings i've been dragging my toes through lately. Also brought into focus some of the things that laura had said to me reguarding the whole incident with her mom.
ultimately it will probably be a good thing. It has helped me realize that those who may think of you as rude will be too polite to tell you so. Which is kind of a catch 22 but it's still the way life is.
I will have to say that i definately respect laura for her ability to look at the situation as objectively as she has... I find it akward to be in a relationship with someone who is stronger in that reguard than i am myself.
All i can do is hope that i can get her to give me her mom's email address so that i can prove to her what a charming and considerate guy i am... even if i am a rude bastard sometimes :).
studying some info on ediquite .......... and spelling may also prove helpfull.
other stuff going on.
Sarah is seeming stressed about things that she may be too young yet to understand that it is all part of growing up, which sounds cliche' but it is... so there's nobody that is going to be able to step in and take away the frustration or pain... because they would only be paving the way for more in the future... it's apparent im doing some growing up as well.
here's to evolution.