(no subject)
My grandpa died around 2 pm New York time on the 11th of December (as in yesterday)
I'm so sad I can't really believe it.
It's not like it wasn't to be expected, he was almost 86 and really become 'an old man'.
I'm really glad that the last thing I told him which I got a reaction to, was that I bought a car, he was really happy it's a Ford, as he's worked for Ford his entire life until he retired.
I did however, after that, last week, sent him an e-mail telling him how I'm sick again and need surgery again. I hope he never read it, I don't want that to be the last thing he knew about me.
I just received a Christmas card from him, with money attached. I hadn't sent him a thank you mail yet, as I wanted to wait to attach pictures of my home, with my Christmas tree and all.
I had plans, even though I knew they weren't very likely to happen. He'd really wanted to come to Holland again, so I was going to take a week off and drive hinm around.
None of that can happen anymore and it just makes me sad.
I really loved you opa, rest in peace
I'm so sad I can't really believe it.
It's not like it wasn't to be expected, he was almost 86 and really become 'an old man'.
I'm really glad that the last thing I told him which I got a reaction to, was that I bought a car, he was really happy it's a Ford, as he's worked for Ford his entire life until he retired.
I did however, after that, last week, sent him an e-mail telling him how I'm sick again and need surgery again. I hope he never read it, I don't want that to be the last thing he knew about me.
I just received a Christmas card from him, with money attached. I hadn't sent him a thank you mail yet, as I wanted to wait to attach pictures of my home, with my Christmas tree and all.
I had plans, even though I knew they weren't very likely to happen. He'd really wanted to come to Holland again, so I was going to take a week off and drive hinm around.
None of that can happen anymore and it just makes me sad.
I really loved you opa, rest in peace