Leaving in Two Days!
I'll be heading up back to Oregon. The state I know call my home town because I have done a lot of growing there; growing into the adult that I am today. I'll see my family and friends whom I miss dearly.
Being here with my grandma has been the best thing to happen to me in a long time. I am furthering my growth as well as putting my fiance out of his element to begin growing out of his teenage mind set. He's 24, I'll be 24, we are not lost and confused 18 year old's like we were when we first met.
That's not even the point right now, the point is I will be leaving this new life for a while to return to the old life that I still hold on to. I am doing so because I know that with juggling school and work, I will not have time for any one but myself; not even for my fiance--we'll call him Ty--who is a very needy person when he knows I'll be gone for quite some time.
I have no direction toward where this entry is going. All I know is that I am excited to be seeing all the people I love and have been with me through my worst. Plus I didn't get a proper good bye, now I will be having a week of proper good bye. :)
Being here with my grandma has been the best thing to happen to me in a long time. I am furthering my growth as well as putting my fiance out of his element to begin growing out of his teenage mind set. He's 24, I'll be 24, we are not lost and confused 18 year old's like we were when we first met.
That's not even the point right now, the point is I will be leaving this new life for a while to return to the old life that I still hold on to. I am doing so because I know that with juggling school and work, I will not have time for any one but myself; not even for my fiance--we'll call him Ty--who is a very needy person when he knows I'll be gone for quite some time.
I have no direction toward where this entry is going. All I know is that I am excited to be seeing all the people I love and have been with me through my worst. Plus I didn't get a proper good bye, now I will be having a week of proper good bye. :)