Moments

Dec 25, 2014 21:16

I have moments where I feel lonely at times, but I try my hard to keep busy to keep my mind off of how I much I am really do on my own, and my Mom has been doing it for years.

Right now I am in a new life right now, I am living a life that was once my Moms and my now my own. It is a VERY different experience then what I expect it to be. I have never been more blessed. I am literately walking down a winter white Christmas, in my own little way. As much as I hate listening to to overly played Christmas music, and dealing with the hectic motion of the holidays, which happens to also be the day where most money is involved through trade, something always seem to be playing a more bigger picture than our little insignificant live can provide and all I got to say is that behind the more bigger picture my life to seem to be a very beautiful and mysterious white Christmas, no matter what perspective you look at it, and I know then, that I have truly been blessed.

Now I have really let my thoughts, play with me for awhile, I have had this face on while I am trying to balance a life that is way different than a life that was previously known coming from a small quite town.

Tomorrow I will be living a life where I believe I have truly been blessed.
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