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I'm really fed up with men hitting on me and flirting with me. What part of I'm not interested do they not understand? I don't want to date anyone, I want to be single and focus on my life. Why can't people just respect that? And just because Justin is a mono relationship doesn't mean I want someone else. And doesn't mean that I'm available. i don't want someone. I want to straighten out my life and get it on track. I don't have the time, patience, energy, interest, or emotional mind set to dedicate to a guy or relationship. Especially not someone that can't respect my decision to be single and to not want to be hit one or flirted with. Is it too much to ask? You can be my friend, but nothing more. I'm not the type of person who gets over one guy by fucking another. That's not me. I'm literally going insane over it. I just want to get on with my life in a way I'm comfortable with. Not how someone else thinks I should. I just want to be single and not be hounded by men. I just want to heal in peace. If anyone has ever honestly and truly ever been in love than they would understand that getting over and moving on isn't easy. And that it takes time and everyone handles it differently. People who don't, have NEVER been in love. I've just made a new friend at work, Tiffany, Sheena is back from Maine, and I have catching up to do with Alaina. I have also started a great job with Target and I'm looking for an apartment. I'm slowly moving on. I do have relapses, but at least I'm putting effort into it.