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Hey girls!
I know I haven't been in here for a while, but I didn't really feel like anything last week. So I kinda took a break, it was good.
I feel a lot better, I'm not in pain anymore, although sometimes, I do feel like I have tiny relapses. But nothing major.
On the good side of things, Fred finally is done with the shutdown, so I should be able to see a bit more of him next week. I missed him so much, you guys have no idea how!
I also met last week a pharmacist. I spend all day with him, following hi around the hospital (it was a hospital pharmacist). Seriously, it was great! I absolutely adored my day, it was so interesting, and I really could see myself doing this. I haven't met yet a retail pharmacist, I have to make an appointment this week, so I'm really looking forward to that, since, that is the field that I'm looking into. I was kinda scared, and really anxious to met somebody and really see what being a pharmacist is all about, and since the hospital pharmacist have more "knowlegde" and do bigger things then in retail I was kinda anxious to see what it was really about. But I was happily impressed,and really interested in this. It was a whole lot more clinical then I thought, and that is great! I know it will take huge concessions, but I think that knowing that I'm going the right way kinda helps me make them. I wish I could have an easier way, but got to do what you got to do!
I'm having a hard time at work, my motivation is lower then ever. I really don't feel like going to work, and most of all, the atmosphere is toxic right now. There are issus between some of the employes, and there is always a bitchy and mad feeling hooving over the clinic, and seriously, I don't feel comfy working in an enviroment like that. I hate that! I don't know how this will be resolved, but I don't expect that it will be before I leave. So there is still a long way to go. I hope the bosses will be able to resolve that, but somehow, I doubt it.
X mas, is coming, but weirdly, there is still no snow on the ground. Well, not that I really mind, but last year, mid october, the ground was already white for some time. Maybe we won,t have a white Xmas this year.
Have a good weekend, I'm off to have breakfast with Fred :)
I know I haven't been in here for a while, but I didn't really feel like anything last week. So I kinda took a break, it was good.
I feel a lot better, I'm not in pain anymore, although sometimes, I do feel like I have tiny relapses. But nothing major.
On the good side of things, Fred finally is done with the shutdown, so I should be able to see a bit more of him next week. I missed him so much, you guys have no idea how!
I also met last week a pharmacist. I spend all day with him, following hi around the hospital (it was a hospital pharmacist). Seriously, it was great! I absolutely adored my day, it was so interesting, and I really could see myself doing this. I haven't met yet a retail pharmacist, I have to make an appointment this week, so I'm really looking forward to that, since, that is the field that I'm looking into. I was kinda scared, and really anxious to met somebody and really see what being a pharmacist is all about, and since the hospital pharmacist have more "knowlegde" and do bigger things then in retail I was kinda anxious to see what it was really about. But I was happily impressed,and really interested in this. It was a whole lot more clinical then I thought, and that is great! I know it will take huge concessions, but I think that knowing that I'm going the right way kinda helps me make them. I wish I could have an easier way, but got to do what you got to do!
I'm having a hard time at work, my motivation is lower then ever. I really don't feel like going to work, and most of all, the atmosphere is toxic right now. There are issus between some of the employes, and there is always a bitchy and mad feeling hooving over the clinic, and seriously, I don't feel comfy working in an enviroment like that. I hate that! I don't know how this will be resolved, but I don't expect that it will be before I leave. So there is still a long way to go. I hope the bosses will be able to resolve that, but somehow, I doubt it.
X mas, is coming, but weirdly, there is still no snow on the ground. Well, not that I really mind, but last year, mid october, the ground was already white for some time. Maybe we won,t have a white Xmas this year.
Have a good weekend, I'm off to have breakfast with Fred :)