a quick update
so my exam papers came in. (20th May)
need to finish that 200 scripts by this week.
actually I aim to finish by tomorrow night. (21st May)
so it will be endless marking
anyway i have been putting off much work for 2 weeks
time to be back on earth..
cotton candy...faeiry floss is always nice...
i live in a world that requires me to rationalise at times.
need to clear plenty of admin before heading off to london
of course also before YH wedding all must be done.
can't help but wonder what has being in such a relationship done to me
i know from my fav friend point of view, you just want me to be happy
and i understand your concerns too. so i know i am super love by you
in fact everyone has express their form of concern in one way or another...
even ec when she was initially very supportive but the thought of moving over sinks in..
and everyone is a little worried.
neighbour warn me of moving over I will be alone with the guy ..
cousin wants to scan him through and warn him not to bully me..
I never realised I am so loved and so pampered by that many.
of course i wonder if it's because of age that's why i am rushing into it
but I am certain - no... i do like him enough to be willing to take that risk.
and maybe we measure our sincerity on a different scale..
i reckon he is sincere enough for me to want to give it a try..
i don't like long distance relationship.
It kills me for not being able to be in the same country.
giving up my career for this..
i suppose i am never that career minded.
all the opportunities have been given I am thankful to God
God has been providing overflowing blessing throughout.
I was never worried about being single.
always enjoyed that extra freedom to travel,
to do whatever I want, buy anything I desire.
being a pampered spoilt brat has been my life
changing for the better shouldn't be all that bad.
at the very least it is for the better.
learning to take MRT again has been interestingly fun.
I don't see why I was so crippled in terms of transports in sg.
I can travel and take public transport even in China..
yet in sg, I am reliant on dad or the taxi apps.
I don't feel a sense of lost not being able to attend future fashion festivals.
maybe I still hope to get my chanel and hermes.
(so dear if you happen to be stalking this, can I at least have 1 each?)
given that I already have 3 balenciaga, 3 LV, countless wallets, 1 bottega, 1 mulberry etc
maybe it's really time to change my lifestyle?
All I pray is he is the one God has brought me to.
need to finish that 200 scripts by this week.
actually I aim to finish by tomorrow night. (21st May)
so it will be endless marking
anyway i have been putting off much work for 2 weeks
time to be back on earth..
cotton candy...faeiry floss is always nice...
i live in a world that requires me to rationalise at times.
need to clear plenty of admin before heading off to london
of course also before YH wedding all must be done.
can't help but wonder what has being in such a relationship done to me
i know from my fav friend point of view, you just want me to be happy
and i understand your concerns too. so i know i am super love by you
in fact everyone has express their form of concern in one way or another...
even ec when she was initially very supportive but the thought of moving over sinks in..
and everyone is a little worried.
neighbour warn me of moving over I will be alone with the guy ..
cousin wants to scan him through and warn him not to bully me..
I never realised I am so loved and so pampered by that many.
of course i wonder if it's because of age that's why i am rushing into it
but I am certain - no... i do like him enough to be willing to take that risk.
and maybe we measure our sincerity on a different scale..
i reckon he is sincere enough for me to want to give it a try..
i don't like long distance relationship.
It kills me for not being able to be in the same country.
giving up my career for this..
i suppose i am never that career minded.
all the opportunities have been given I am thankful to God
God has been providing overflowing blessing throughout.
I was never worried about being single.
always enjoyed that extra freedom to travel,
to do whatever I want, buy anything I desire.
being a pampered spoilt brat has been my life
changing for the better shouldn't be all that bad.
at the very least it is for the better.
learning to take MRT again has been interestingly fun.
I don't see why I was so crippled in terms of transports in sg.
I can travel and take public transport even in China..
yet in sg, I am reliant on dad or the taxi apps.
I don't feel a sense of lost not being able to attend future fashion festivals.
maybe I still hope to get my chanel and hermes.
(so dear if you happen to be stalking this, can I at least have 1 each?)
given that I already have 3 balenciaga, 3 LV, countless wallets, 1 bottega, 1 mulberry etc
maybe it's really time to change my lifestyle?
All I pray is he is the one God has brought me to.