Dec 07, 2005 14:05
when i woke up this morning my hands were killing me, itchy as hell,
and the acute attack of my eczema was at its worst... i went to the
pharmacy, got me the toughest cream i know, cotton gloves, and
latexfree plastic gloves... so now i'm sitting here with my light blue
gloves on, looks funny, but that way i dont touch anything that i can
be allergic too... i really have no idea what causes the acute attack
but it has to be something here cause no matter what i do, it just gets
worse and it doesnt heal... tonight i have to work, and i will wear
these gloves aswell, i dont care how it looks, i'll just have to think
of a good one-liner for when people ask me what is wrong with my
hands... any suggestions?
i went to see my grandma yesterday... she aged at least 5 years in 3
months, it really shocked me when i saw her... and she's complaining
about everything... pretty hard to deal with... blah
i got myself a cd/mp3 player... and a bunch of cdr's... and another map
for 100 cd's, i already filled the one i bought two days ago... at
least i have some free space on my harddrive again now, 10 gigs
already, and i'm gonna write some more cdr's later...
yesterdaymorning i cleaned up my place, and i found this sweater from
ryan that he forgot... the smell of it made me so fuckin emotional all
of a sudden, so weird... i mean i can deal with this hole situation
pretty good now, i mean its hard of course, but thats just how it is...
but the smell of that sweater broke me down completely... i washed it
immediately so i dont get tempted anymore to smell it and that way i
dont torture myself more than i have to...
end of january is not that far away really... i cant wait!