cracked out on library-ness

[val_it_up]

Almost every aspect of my Div 3, I felt like, was something that I had to do. Like for my own mental health, or sanity, or self-worth or something. And that makes it really hard to explain my reasoning in my retrospective.

Has anyone else felt that way? Or am I just the only unstable freak out there? (It's okay if I am... you don't have to feel bad... I won't be surprised!)