Now i can see that we're falling apart from the way it used to be...

[val_ar_ina]

Sitting on her bed
Blade pressed agianst her wrist
& suddenly she thought
"How did it come to this"

I lock away the pain
put away the fears
show im only smiles
and not the hidden tears

I know exactly how it feels
to be on the edge of your bed
your head buried in your hands
hoping this world will stop
just so you can get off

Dont cry about what you lost
Smile about what you had

She says "yeah, im fine"
as silent tears roll down her face