If you thought life was perfect, and if you thought love was blind.

Jun 20, 2006 22:15

How can something soo good turn soo bad in a nights time?

I'm not done with this life. And I don't care who says it's ridiculous. I'm Me, and screw you if you think your opinion matters.

I was never one to break down in front of a crowd, but tonight, I might just be dumb enough to scream my demons to the mountains, and cry a single tear drop for the heavens above. If you think you can take away another piece of me, give it a go around. Because I think I've already fallen apart as much as one girl can, and there's nothing left of me. So burn down your bridges, and forget all memories of me. Because after tonight, I'll never belong to a lover again. This isn't how I wanted things to be like. And I thought this time it was different. But I guess... When they say they like you, and you know they don't mean it. I can't believe I fell for that stupid line. I always do. Couldn't, just for once, Couldn't I be normal? Couldn't I live for me? And not the life they've set out for me? I have my opinions, I have my beliefs. I'm my own person, and I want to be heard. My head is nothing but a confused mess, my eyes cry for one love, my mouth runs off words like they're something important, my arms reach out for attention, my heart beats out of tune, my stomach cringes at the thought of you, my legs get weak at the sight of you, and my feet run at the sound of your voice. You can not bring me down. I'm higher than I've ever been and I'm not going to let a stupid thing like this break me into a million pieces. Because you won't be there to pick them up, and if I'm not careful, no one will be there to help me. So if I make a big mistake tonight, if I scream too loud, or cry too hard, just remember, I was never one to break down in front of a crowd...
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