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ok so j's hours have been cut, i cant see them changing it. So now i have to go back to work which means i will be working 7-11 pm god knows how this is gonna work. I will be looking after Riley all day then at 6 o'clock get myself ready to go to work n keep riley occupied while i do that, leave at half 6 it takes me half an hour to walk there for 7; work for 4 hours then tidy up the shop n dont get to leave until 11:15 at the earliest to walk back home in get in just before midnight. Also i forgot to mention the shop is near some clubs n pubs so we get drunks in and also druggies, we have shoplifters in at least once a week to.
James sometimes doesnt get back from work till 9:30pm to so who knows what will happen when he works late n when he doesnt work late he gets back at 6:30 the time im leaving for work.
Riley still wakes up at 4am and he wakes up 8/9 am 10 am if im lucky n i dont have any friends or family here who can help babysit either.
I wasn't going back to work i was going to be a full time mum, it's what i always wanted to do if ever i had kids n now i can't even do that
I HATE THIS SO MUCH WITH A GREAT HUGE PASSION
James sometimes doesnt get back from work till 9:30pm to so who knows what will happen when he works late n when he doesnt work late he gets back at 6:30 the time im leaving for work.
Riley still wakes up at 4am and he wakes up 8/9 am 10 am if im lucky n i dont have any friends or family here who can help babysit either.
I wasn't going back to work i was going to be a full time mum, it's what i always wanted to do if ever i had kids n now i can't even do that
I HATE THIS SO MUCH WITH A GREAT HUGE PASSION