A rant about my life
You dont have to read it
I HATE with every possible part of my heart soul and body being in exeter, i have no friends or famly to go see or meet up with because they live in cornwall or Hampshire. The closest baby sitter i have is 3 hours away by train. Im in the house most of the time n even if i do go out there is nothing for me to do. I have a job waiting for me to go back to that i have never liked since i started there.
The only thing in my life is Riley n J i know they are good things but i would like to do more. I wanted to go back to college but i can't do it because i dont have the money for the course, no one to care for bub.
I cant make this house a home because its a temporary accomodation it has no carpets, no proper heating, very high ceilings so if we do want to have the heating on it costs a fortune to heat the place, im not even going to go into the state of the walls in the main bedroom.
God i feel isolated here, i cant stand it why should anyone have to be somewhere when it makes them feel miserable.
I HATE with every possible part of my heart soul and body being in exeter, i have no friends or famly to go see or meet up with because they live in cornwall or Hampshire. The closest baby sitter i have is 3 hours away by train. Im in the house most of the time n even if i do go out there is nothing for me to do. I have a job waiting for me to go back to that i have never liked since i started there.
The only thing in my life is Riley n J i know they are good things but i would like to do more. I wanted to go back to college but i can't do it because i dont have the money for the course, no one to care for bub.
I cant make this house a home because its a temporary accomodation it has no carpets, no proper heating, very high ceilings so if we do want to have the heating on it costs a fortune to heat the place, im not even going to go into the state of the walls in the main bedroom.
God i feel isolated here, i cant stand it why should anyone have to be somewhere when it makes them feel miserable.