A New Years resolution to try and update more!
First and foremost a happy and a healthy and prosperous new year to everyone on lj who reads me and I them. I wish only good things for you no matter who you are and where you live. I am sure we could all use some good things happening to us this year. I have a few definate wishes for my family that I will share
Mom- I wish that this year my mom fully gets immursed in what my disease is and finally comes to accept it. I wish that she takes ownership for her part is why I am the way I am and that she is more June Cleverish then Dracula. Now the reality is this will probably not happen but one can wish eh?
sissyla- My wish for her is an easy one. I only wish her happiness. She is dating a guy that my husband and I absolutely adore. He is smart, funny, good looking, reminds me alot of my dad, and he is taken with my sister. I wish that this time next year she is still with him and as happy as ever. She deserves it and I hope she realizes that and just chills out and enjoys the relationship a little more and stops kvetching so much and really works hard at keeping this one I think this is her soul mate!
Ed- I would love my hubby to gain like 30 lbs so there is just a tad more of him to hold on to. He is gonna be 48 this year and he is in rock solid form which is terrrific. He has muscles on muscles but I wish that when I went to hug him he wasn't so firm and was a little softer, I know most people probably think I am nuts but I like a little meat on his bones that isn;t so muscular. I also hope my hubby stays healthy and I can make him smile for another year
Well that is my entire family. On to other things. Today I was in some less pain then yesterday. I got to take a shower around 2 while sending Ed to 3 stores to pick some things up we needed and I could not suffer through in and out of the car. We watched a movie and he had left overs for dinner where I had a sandwhich as my hands were not up to trying to open the lobster and I figured I would eat it for lunch tomorrow. I am not at all completely better then yesterday. I am still swollen like a cow on my feet and hands. My feet have broken blood vessels on them and I emailed my neurologist to tell him what is going on of late so hopefully he will call tomorrow and we can see one another before the support group on Thursday.
I left my computer on alot today as I did not want to be bothered screening calls from my answering machine I would rather know who was calling from the caller id on my cell phone. I was not in the mood to have long conversations so it was more of a pick and choose thing. I spoke to alot of my far away friends that I am close with mostly, So tomorrow is another day. Ed's last for being home for the holidays sob sob. I like having him home with me it is a big help. Have a great week all and I promise to try and update more regularly..........SUE