[locked from john_carter_md]

[vajra_asana]

I want to help him. I want to literally be there for him, go to him, comfort him, but... it's too damn scary. I know it's selfish but I can't overcome it. What if he was Chuck? What if I was Kem? They were so close, and... I never, ever thought I'd be so glad to feel my little marathon runner keeping me up nights. Of course, I'd rather it did

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[miss_lockhart]

I'm probably not going, so find someone else.

Wait, you shouldn't even be going. Why are you going?

[vajra_asana]

Streak the ceremony. For me. I'm hoping the shock will induce labor.

I'm going because I can, because I want to support you and Lester and Neela, because the fresh air'll be good for me, because I haven't seen people from work in ages and because I'm hoping you'll do me this favor.

[miss_lockhart]

You're out of your mind, Suz. That's not even funny.

You're on bed rest. Neela and Lester will understand, I think, and it's all the same to me.

[vajra_asana]

It's not supposed to be funny, Abby. Well... OK, maybe a tiny bit, but only because you seem really tense lately. You still don't have your scores, do you?

I swear, I'll drag you there myself if I have to.

[miss_lockhart]

It's wrong on a lot of levels, Suz, and I'm not even considering the suggestion. Even if I do go. And no. I don't. But when I get them I'm fucking tattooing them on Morris's and Kerry's foreheads you'll be the first to know.

Best of luck with that.

[vajra_asana]

You know what, go or don't, that's fine, but do me a favor and go for a walk or something now? I don't know what's wrong, but for someone who just made up from a fight with her best friend, has her boyfriend living with her and is graduating from medical school tomorrow even if you don't walk, you're awfully bitchy, Abby.

[miss_lockhart]

*shakes her head* Sorry, Suz. I got threatened with removal from County's match list, the one thing I want more than anything out of all this, after everything I've done in these past few weeks for Kerry had a rough night.

I'll talk to you tomorrow. Gimme a call when you get home.