Paranormal Activity
Horrifying. A few days ago when I was sleeping in I was woken up by someone shaking me by my shoulders. I swung my arm around because I assumed it was my brother. (He does this on several occasions.) Of course, there was nothing there, so I sat up and looked around. After a few seconds I realized that nobody was home.
Tonight, a little while before I wrote this entry, I was getting ready to sleep when I suddenly had a very heavy and uneasy feeling... like something was wrong. I rished back to my computer to consult friends. (Of course. I'd be doing that even if my house was on fire... again.) A lot of thoughts keep coming to my head about weird things that have happened in my house, but even worse, memories of dreams that are even more horrifying.
Several of them involve me being tortured in some way, but these are nothing compared to the ones where I forget about my dear Courtney. Everything is fine and normal, but for some reason I go to my old elementary school. It's a very old building. In one of the stairwells I see Courtney sitting against a wall. It isn't a surprise in this dream, it's as if I expect her to be there. She looks sad, so I sit down next to her and ask what's wrong. She doesn't answer or even look at me. I say her name, and she asks how I know that. I move closer and try to hug her and she doesn't do anything. Then I try to kiss her and she pushes me and crawls away. She appears to have forgotten me completely. It takes a few seconds to realize this but as soon as I do, I start crying uncontrollably and say how much I love her, and she doesn't return any of these feelings. She just looks at me, confused and scared... I don't know how she could forget me... she said it was impossible... and now she's scared that I'm actually going to hurt her... so she runs away... and I sit there and just keep crying...
So sad... ; ; I've had this dream 2 times that I can remember. And I never want it to happen again... I swear that I'll never let anything bad happen to Courtney, because I could just keep thinking about what other guy she could end up with... and that he could never make her happy like I want to... I love you, Courtney.
Tonight, a little while before I wrote this entry, I was getting ready to sleep when I suddenly had a very heavy and uneasy feeling... like something was wrong. I rished back to my computer to consult friends. (Of course. I'd be doing that even if my house was on fire... again.) A lot of thoughts keep coming to my head about weird things that have happened in my house, but even worse, memories of dreams that are even more horrifying.
Several of them involve me being tortured in some way, but these are nothing compared to the ones where I forget about my dear Courtney. Everything is fine and normal, but for some reason I go to my old elementary school. It's a very old building. In one of the stairwells I see Courtney sitting against a wall. It isn't a surprise in this dream, it's as if I expect her to be there. She looks sad, so I sit down next to her and ask what's wrong. She doesn't answer or even look at me. I say her name, and she asks how I know that. I move closer and try to hug her and she doesn't do anything. Then I try to kiss her and she pushes me and crawls away. She appears to have forgotten me completely. It takes a few seconds to realize this but as soon as I do, I start crying uncontrollably and say how much I love her, and she doesn't return any of these feelings. She just looks at me, confused and scared... I don't know how she could forget me... she said it was impossible... and now she's scared that I'm actually going to hurt her... so she runs away... and I sit there and just keep crying...
So sad... ; ; I've had this dream 2 times that I can remember. And I never want it to happen again... I swear that I'll never let anything bad happen to Courtney, because I could just keep thinking about what other guy she could end up with... and that he could never make her happy like I want to... I love you, Courtney.