when i thought that it was you i had

[vainpott]

i guess i was wrong. in my way of handling situations and things.
yeah i was wrong. and i have always been wrong and i always will be wrong...

all of a sudden, i dont feel like i belong, like i am here anymore.
sucha foreign exhibit, sucha foreign encounter, sucha foreign tinge deep in that sour cheap heart of mine.
i ... am completely speechless.
i dont know what exactly is wrong.
i dont know what exactly it is anymore.

because right now....

im submerged in contradictions.