something in the way .....

[vainhearts]

basically. i feel weak agen, and i no i promised evryone around me i wudnt - but its jst too late now.

all the worries and the guilt faded and i felt 'content' ... in the way i cud lie down shut my eyes and not b faced with the usual 'hauntings.'
i guess that sounds kinda absurd and stupid. grr.

i cant be bothered to exlain any more than that. i no il jst go round in circles. im so repetitive - ive never got anything new to say.
i reali need a j. or jst sumone to tlk to.
fuck abi.
fuck harry
fuck robin
fuck my mum
and fuck life.