iv sn fire n iv sn rain-sn sunny days that i thought wud neva end,but i always thght tht id c u agen
ah. il go bk to last friday... we went to yeovil and it was a gd day. sometime during psychology i made up my mind, i became a ladee on a mission! .. i got to school - walked upto him kissed him and I ASKED HIM out...i kept in a positive mind about it,
on saturday i went into town and then got bk and dressed up for henrys party... then we left and i had to direct rosie to sarahs house then abis house and then finally onto henrys.
we got there and evryone looked so cool. go too www.livejournal.com/users/ohcinderella for photos.
we all mingled and ppl had depression moments as normal but in general evryone kept fairly happy. lozzle was being hilarious!
there was always atleast one or two ppl by the fire or the trampoline and others jst roaming around. me n harry got on well. or atleast i was happy - cos its not like we were stuck together in a world of our own but we stil spent some time togtehr.
i didnt get any sleep even tho i was in the tent for a wile, at 7:30 most ppl were bk to sittin round the fire. then dad picked me up at 10 ; 30 ish.
harry broke up with me monday nite. fuckin bastard no? its not the fact he ended it. its the fact he STARTED it.
it was HIM who asked me so mny times. him who actuali alowed me to get excited and think - hey i get another chance. i was unsure we shud carry on anyway. but it stil hurts. wich is riduculous.
and now im jst so fuckin angry evrtytime i look at him. we didnt tlk all week - i couldnt even look at him. evrytime he rang me or txt me i jst deleted it - tryin to delete him. the pain.
but i didnt actuali have that bad a week. i got photos of d of e bk - inc penis mshroom. so i took it in and gave it to robin and we had an hilarious french lesson messin bout together. tlkin crap like we used to. and that lunch time we had our first hug since breakin up!!! ah.
thurs nite was school production of grease - in wich evryone loked and sounded amazing!!!
im so proud of jemima and sar!
on fri i slept over jamores and we sat and tlkd. watched stepfords wives with tash and diz - the film was shite. had cigeretten. and a readin hour. heh. it was fab. lve that woman to peices!
and her mum and dad are cool to - wen he picked me up we spent the journey singin loudly to my mix tape and he kept skippin things to get to pearl jam - jeremy but cudnt find it so stuck on babylons burning. it jst felt cool to b there!
on sat we got up early and caught the bus - jemimes got off at somerton (goin to see phillipe her love) and i went into town. i waited for bash in cafe nero with hot choc my book and cigerette. it was nice.
then she arrived and we went into town lookin for xmas pressies. i cam home with nightmare before christmas and a pair of trousers for me. she came bk to mine with a blondie record for me and nightmare before chrsitmas for herself! highly productive no! we watched the film and then took her home.
that evein we went down to fire station carol service - we have to evry yr cos my uncle was a fireman there and it used to b him who used to do the lights and stuff, but he got killed wen i was in yr 4 and so now we jst go to support my aunty. i feel so bad for her cos shes left on her own cos all her children have grown up or elsewhere with uni.
so altho sappy it was quite amusin to hear tim attempt to sing high notes!
we got bk i argued with harry and fell asleep cryin.
i woke up and watched chicago - decorated my diary and did some art.
yey.
sorry for the reali long boring ramble.
xxx
on saturday i went into town and then got bk and dressed up for henrys party... then we left and i had to direct rosie to sarahs house then abis house and then finally onto henrys.
we got there and evryone looked so cool. go too www.livejournal.com/users/ohcinderella for photos.
we all mingled and ppl had depression moments as normal but in general evryone kept fairly happy. lozzle was being hilarious!
there was always atleast one or two ppl by the fire or the trampoline and others jst roaming around. me n harry got on well. or atleast i was happy - cos its not like we were stuck together in a world of our own but we stil spent some time togtehr.
i didnt get any sleep even tho i was in the tent for a wile, at 7:30 most ppl were bk to sittin round the fire. then dad picked me up at 10 ; 30 ish.
harry broke up with me monday nite. fuckin bastard no? its not the fact he ended it. its the fact he STARTED it.
it was HIM who asked me so mny times. him who actuali alowed me to get excited and think - hey i get another chance. i was unsure we shud carry on anyway. but it stil hurts. wich is riduculous.
and now im jst so fuckin angry evrtytime i look at him. we didnt tlk all week - i couldnt even look at him. evrytime he rang me or txt me i jst deleted it - tryin to delete him. the pain.
but i didnt actuali have that bad a week. i got photos of d of e bk - inc penis mshroom. so i took it in and gave it to robin and we had an hilarious french lesson messin bout together. tlkin crap like we used to. and that lunch time we had our first hug since breakin up!!! ah.
thurs nite was school production of grease - in wich evryone loked and sounded amazing!!!
im so proud of jemima and sar!
on fri i slept over jamores and we sat and tlkd. watched stepfords wives with tash and diz - the film was shite. had cigeretten. and a readin hour. heh. it was fab. lve that woman to peices!
and her mum and dad are cool to - wen he picked me up we spent the journey singin loudly to my mix tape and he kept skippin things to get to pearl jam - jeremy but cudnt find it so stuck on babylons burning. it jst felt cool to b there!
on sat we got up early and caught the bus - jemimes got off at somerton (goin to see phillipe her love) and i went into town. i waited for bash in cafe nero with hot choc my book and cigerette. it was nice.
then she arrived and we went into town lookin for xmas pressies. i cam home with nightmare before christmas and a pair of trousers for me. she came bk to mine with a blondie record for me and nightmare before chrsitmas for herself! highly productive no! we watched the film and then took her home.
that evein we went down to fire station carol service - we have to evry yr cos my uncle was a fireman there and it used to b him who used to do the lights and stuff, but he got killed wen i was in yr 4 and so now we jst go to support my aunty. i feel so bad for her cos shes left on her own cos all her children have grown up or elsewhere with uni.
so altho sappy it was quite amusin to hear tim attempt to sing high notes!
we got bk i argued with harry and fell asleep cryin.
i woke up and watched chicago - decorated my diary and did some art.
yey.
sorry for the reali long boring ramble.
xxx