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Listening Starálfur by Sigur Ros before I go to bed. I hope I see a nice elf tonight, heh.
I am almost done with the thesis. Then I have to send up three copies to be read by the reader, then correct it, if there are corrections and hand in the final version. Then I have an oral exam and if I pass that, I have my MA. Yay.
I've started being on profile sites since February. I haven't met many boys until now. I've talked to a few online but they do not strike my fancy much and I think I don't strike theirs also. There's one boy I like but it's all pending now. I don't know why I find it so hard to meet good guys. Karma? Maybe something's wrong with me... I always blame the physical aspect but perhaps it's the mental aspect also? My mum says my horoscope says I'll get married but my wife will not be very bothered with me.
I should not be sad, though I want to. The Lord says in the Gita that one must be equal to happiness and distress, thay come and go, as this material universe is one full of duality. I understand this in theory but to practice it is hard as I have to go through being happy and sad. I get better at it, of course.
Oh well, one can always look forward to the future live(s) and Paradise in the end, where all is joy, every word a song, every step a dance and one explodes with happiness on seeing Sri-Sri Lakshmi Narayana. I really want that. I really do. This all seems so 'heavy', you know?
I am almost done with the thesis. Then I have to send up three copies to be read by the reader, then correct it, if there are corrections and hand in the final version. Then I have an oral exam and if I pass that, I have my MA. Yay.
I've started being on profile sites since February. I haven't met many boys until now. I've talked to a few online but they do not strike my fancy much and I think I don't strike theirs also. There's one boy I like but it's all pending now. I don't know why I find it so hard to meet good guys. Karma? Maybe something's wrong with me... I always blame the physical aspect but perhaps it's the mental aspect also? My mum says my horoscope says I'll get married but my wife will not be very bothered with me.
I should not be sad, though I want to. The Lord says in the Gita that one must be equal to happiness and distress, thay come and go, as this material universe is one full of duality. I understand this in theory but to practice it is hard as I have to go through being happy and sad. I get better at it, of course.
Oh well, one can always look forward to the future live(s) and Paradise in the end, where all is joy, every word a song, every step a dance and one explodes with happiness on seeing Sri-Sri Lakshmi Narayana. I really want that. I really do. This all seems so 'heavy', you know?