やばい～

[vaguefairytale]

I come home in 2 days. Im happy about it. I realized how much Ill miss here. Its werid when your patrents cant parent you and you grow up. Independace. It like it, alot. I dont like how hot it is here though. yucky its so Humid but I will love it for tmorrow is the last day i will be here, wow. When you make a home for yourlself for a year in a whole different country and laungage and culture. When you forget what your old home was like and how to work the washing machine there and silly little things. It makes you smile. When you realized that you have 5 Moms and 4 Dads and 1 Grandpa and 3 Sisters and 2 Brothers and 2 Nieces and 2 Nephews and a few friends in this place, Leaving them sort of gets you down. Things never ever hit me until the last minutes. I guess thats good though. But when you do realize it. Its like a reality check, but im not In reality. Im In Japan. I left home for a year, and now Im going back. Thats reality.

I love my Boyfriend.