({.Question.})

[vaguedeadsoul]

I have a question... Here's the deal...
I'm tired of being thin. I hate being so small, seeing my ribs jutting out of my stomach, collarbone protruding like some mechanical add-on.
So... I've been eating. In fact...

({.I've Been Eating Myself Sick.})

Every meal I've been stuffing myself to the verge of puking, and still not gaining any weight. It's

Comments

[_opiumeyes]

({.Is Eating So Much Considered A Food Disorder?.})

it can be,depending on WHY you're eating so much. for you, i'd say it isn't. what kinds of food are you eating to try and gain weight? try mcdonalds. i've accidentally gained five pounds since school ended by eating tons of greasy fast food.

[vaguedeadsoul]

I'm eating to get fatter. I'm tired of being so thin I'm afraid to take my shirt off in public, or at all. I've been eating everything. Not fun.

[angelshavegone]

aww. you shouldn't be afraid. i think you're pretty as is.

Reply to your Reply... if that makes sence...

[vaguedeadsoul]

*feels warm and fuzzy* Thanks, Kat. But when you're so thin that you actually have man-boobs because everything else is pressed to your bones, you tend to get a bit... is subconcious the word? About your looks.

Re: Reply to your Reply... if that makes sence...

[angelshavegone]

self-conscious is the word.

and you really shouldn't fuck with your weight. you're only fifteen---you will grow into your body..in the next three years you'll gain weight and muscle naturally.

stop freaking out about it right now or you're going to set yourself up for being fucked up later.