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Today and about 15 minutes ago just definitely proved that things are changing and this summer will never live up to last summer. I'm mad at some friends. I'm not appreciated very much by some people.
Apparently, I'm a bad friend to someone. That's awesome. Last summer, everyone loved each other and there was one group. Now there's like three groups and no one likes each other. I'm stuck between all three groups and I have to pick and choose, and in some cases, I end up making the wrong choice to some people.
Everyone went to shows together, no one did stupid shit, and I actually had money. Things are looking dim for everything I want to do this summer. I am broke. I have ten dollars. Seeing Thrice at Warped Tour may not happen now that I think about it. Yeah, I might go to Hellfest in NJ at the end of summer, but my parents might not be up for it. I wanted to see people I haven't seen in awhile, I wanted to make amends with some people, and most of all, I wanted every single person to get along and meet up somewhere with truck loads of people. Now, it's only 4-5 people at a time. No one likes each other anymore, it seems. There's always something wrong. I can truly say I am friends with about 6 people right now that have no problems with me, and I have no problems with them. We don't hurt each other's feelings. We call each other every day to talk or to do something. I'm the ONLY person who is willing to hang out with anyone and everyone. I only have a problem with one person, and that doesn't affect this situation.
Welp...
Apparently, I'm a bad friend to someone. That's awesome. Last summer, everyone loved each other and there was one group. Now there's like three groups and no one likes each other. I'm stuck between all three groups and I have to pick and choose, and in some cases, I end up making the wrong choice to some people.
Everyone went to shows together, no one did stupid shit, and I actually had money. Things are looking dim for everything I want to do this summer. I am broke. I have ten dollars. Seeing Thrice at Warped Tour may not happen now that I think about it. Yeah, I might go to Hellfest in NJ at the end of summer, but my parents might not be up for it. I wanted to see people I haven't seen in awhile, I wanted to make amends with some people, and most of all, I wanted every single person to get along and meet up somewhere with truck loads of people. Now, it's only 4-5 people at a time. No one likes each other anymore, it seems. There's always something wrong. I can truly say I am friends with about 6 people right now that have no problems with me, and I have no problems with them. We don't hurt each other's feelings. We call each other every day to talk or to do something. I'm the ONLY person who is willing to hang out with anyone and everyone. I only have a problem with one person, and that doesn't affect this situation.
Welp...