Jan 28, 2006 15:54
I saw Brokeback mountain last night, and i'm still feeling depressed about it.
Staring out the window today, holding a warm cup of coffee and watching the rain, i thought to myself:
I can handle being alone, but i can't handle not being me.
Being alone is hard and well lonely, but not being yourself is truly empty in a way "lonely" can not even start to define.
The main characters in brokeback were both lonely and living lives that were not them.
Their pain continues to affect me.