(no subject)
so im moving to florida well, on wednesday, and i want to go, but i dont. my uncle is dying. they gave him 30 days to live and foolishly i thought he would be in better shape than he is. they had to hire two nurses to live with them and hospice is there. they have him so sedated. he hurts my soul to think of him like that, and poor inell, what is she going to do without him. he was her everything. i just want to hug her all day long. and when he dies i wont be able to come in. i'll be stuck out there. hmm.